Update: From Bibs to Boardrooms

December 8th, 2016 Posted by Susan's Musings 11 comments

My husband and I love hearing comments on all our posts, be they Thought Tools, Ask the Rabbi, or my Musings. This week’s Ask the Rabbi question focused on whether retirement meant something different to women and men. One response came from Claire, who started her comment with these words:

Thank you for validating stay at home mothers, especially homeschooling ones. I passed the CPA exam 8 years ago and was just getting ready to return to work (part-time) while my children were in school. I learned more about the Common Core and decided against it. I actually think the way things were being “taught” was part of the reason why my son was confused. I knew he was capable of much more so I decided, once again, to focus on my family first. I began homeschooling him and have been very thankful for that decision ever since. I would say the only difficult “thing” for me is that, at times, I feel uncertain of my future once my children grow…

Claire’s concern resonated with me as I’m sure it did with others. It also reminded me of a very early Musing I wrote almost ten years ago. I thought that some of you might not have all my Musings memorized (just kidding!) and that this piece might deserve reposting. Enjoy.

I had lunch the other month with a powerful group of women. Around the table sat a highly intelligent and accomplished bunch made up of small business owners, executives, and/or entrepreneurs.

 

I didn’t meet these women through a business organization or college alumnae program. We actually met many years ago, when it seemed as if all of us were always pregnant or nursing (actually this wasn’t an illusion – for years we were always pregnant or nursing) and we spent a lot of time together learning, swapping advice, laughing, chatting and simply being there for each other. Had you asked us to look ahead at that point to the time when our children would be grown, I think you would have been met with sleep deprived gazes that couldn’t comprehend that there would be a day when diaper pails and bibs would no longer be the central decorating theme of our homes. Our short term goal was to get a solid night’s sleep, our long term one to finish a magazine article in one sitting; I certainly don’t think any of us anticipated our present lives, still dedicated to our families, but also engrossed in careers.

 

And yet, here we were. What had been a group of full time stay at home mothers who shopped together for triple strollers, bought pots at restaurant supply stores and were mistaken for a preschool when we went to the park en masse, had in the blink of an eye found ourselves the mothers of adults who no longer needed us hovering over them.

 

And while our husbands, by assuming full financial responsibility, had given us (and themselves) the precious gift of time with our young children, by the time those years passed, our families’ bank accounts were in dire need of infusion. While we all had college degrees and some of us more advanced ones, our resumes had huge spaces in them that were less than impressive to prospective employers.

 

Yet, somehow, as I looked around the lunch table, each of us when the time was right had turned the vast skills and experiences we had gained in those years of focusing on being wives and mothers and transformed ourselves into driven, competent, and savvy professionals. Rather than being discouraged by how little others would appreciate our home based accomplishments, we assessed our own talents and interests and carved out a niche for ourselves.

 

I think it is entirely possible that if in the early years of our marriages we had been aware of the financial realities of the future, we might have been drawn to make different, perfectly rational decisions. Perhaps we would have had fewer children or kept our feet in the door through part time employment, or opted for nannies to enable us to work full time. Looking back, I’m glad we were naïve. While I don’t advocate digging one’s head into the sand, sometimes we need to thank God for keeping the future hidden in a mist and trust ourselves that when we need to step up to the plate, we will be able to do so. 

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11 comments

Claire Bradley-Johnston says:

Thank you, Susan, for responding to my post. Sometimes, one can lose touch with the outside world and begin to think the dining room table is the center of the motherly universe. I think of how many times in my life I have worried over things that, for whatever reason, were not the right time to see God’s plan or solution. (I actually like one of my friend’s advice to trust an unknowing world to an all knowing God!) In the end, when things actually did turn out okay, it occurred to me that sometimes, there are things not meant to be explained or exposed to us until God knows the time is right. That can be hard for a person like myself who likes control. I truly appreciate that where I am, you have previously walked. I thank you too for your words of encouragement. Possibly, the road I am on now is building the “highway” for what is to come. In any event, although I may find myself feeling “inconsequential” at times, I hope, when my time here on earth is complete, to see God’s heaven and hear Him say, “Well done, faithful servant.”

Susan Lapin says:

Beautifully expressed, Claire.

David says:

Claire, I hope you never feel inconsequential while caring for your children, the way you and your husband agree to care for them. If you are at home more, even without children there, unless you are just sitting around watching soap operas, you are not inconsequential – you are just performing other needed tasks. Maybe you are volunteering to help your church, or some other cause you believe in. Maybe you are ‘just’ food or clothes shopping, or maybe cleaning the house. Paid employment should never be ‘the’ measure of any ones worth.

Brigid Chase says:

Thank you so much for reposting your earlier post. Having graduated two of my daughters last year and my youngest with her eyes on the goal of graduation just 18 months away, your writing is so refreshing and encouraging.

Susan Lapin says:

You have an exciting time ahead of you, Brigid. Given the choice of having children and raising a family when younger and a career in later years or a career while younger and (often using medical technology) giving birth when older, I prefer the former.

James says:

What a wonderful Musing! The operative phrase is found in the closing sentence:
‘…sometimes we need to thank God for keeping the future hidden in a mist and trust ourselves that when we need to step up to the plate, we will be able to do so.’
Hindsight is always but always better than foresight, and oft much sadder. The things that we most fear never happen, but the surprises that converge on us out of left field knock us for a loop. The future is indeed programmed beyond our knowledge, by heredity, by environment, by the aftermath of our own choices, and also by factors unforeseen. Thus the future remains to us entirely unknowable. Still, the fact remains: if we cannot see the future, the future is best left up to God. And what a relief!

Susan Lapin says:

Yes, that is a relief!

Diane says:

I have never regretted my decision to stay home and raise my four children, although there were always financial challenges. I started back to full-time when the youngest was in high school. I have now worked at a research university for 10 years, acquired an advanced degree and am doing well, but I admit, it was difficult to forge that niche in the workplace after having been gone so long. Still, no regrets whatsover. There will always be work; our children are under our direct care and influence only a short time.

Susan Lapin says:

So true, Diane.

Lora says:

Wow, I’ve been giving this a lot of thought lately. With one child graduated and the other one in 10th grade, I started wondering about who I was and what I would do in a few years when I no longer had to plan classes or watch grades closely. We’ve needed money and I was grateful to gain home employment doing writing. During the school year it isn’t as much, but in the summer I work more. It has been a blessing to both bring in needed income and still be at home for my youngest.

Susan Lapin says:

What type of writing do you do, Lora? Sounds like you have an occupation ready to be ramped up when the kids need less attention.

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